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well, i went to jeri's tonight and we talked for quite a while and we've decided to stay really good friends...because when you spend practically everyday with someone or at least talk to them everyday, for the past 8 months, and then it all stops, it leavs this really empty feeling inside and it hurts so bad, so we decided that we would still hang out and do stuff as friends. it will at least fill that empty feeling inside. so i just got done hangin out with zack, kailie, and sarah, and we had fun, now i'm home drinkin a beer and listin to some music...gonna watch super troopers here in a few minutes...great movie...so thats all i have to say tonight...i won't update tomorrow because i'm goin to stay with my sister in albion. that will be fun...ttyl all TODDAY
so i figured out why jeri wasn't answering my calls this weekend, she just broke up with me...enough said...goodbye TODDAY
i know i said i'd update yesterday but it would be the last night to hang out with mom and dad for the next 12 days...so i decided to hang out with them all night. but yesterday was same ol' same ol', couldn't get a hold of jeri again...so i come home last night and hang out with mom and dad, watched a little t.v. and played a lil xbox...then cried myself to sleep cuz i'm getting more worried about jeri everyday i don't talk to her...so this mornin, i get up have a nice bacon egg and cheese sandwich mom made...got dressed and took 'em to the airport cuz their goin on a cruise for 12 days, i go pick them up on the 9th of march after lodge...i got to work and opened up and did a few cars...i wanted a somewhat easy day so i took detail...i was checking some old guys tires which had the metal caps with the gaskets in them. well one of the tires had the gasket stuck in the valve stem so i took it out and checked the tire and it was fine so i tried putting it back in the cap where it belongs and it somehow twisted when i put the cap on and was pushing on the stem and leaking air...he came back an hour later and was yelling and screeming at me because i apparantly did it on purpose...so i threw the air hose and yelled almost as loud as i could, "i'm not dealin with him miles, i'm not dealin with him." and miles came over and the guy got in miles' face, so close, miles probably could've licked his nose, so miles yelled right back and the guy pretty much backed off after that...but ohh well...that was the fun of the day...still can't get a hold of jeri...i guess i'll have to wait till tomorrow night when she gets home... goodbye TODDAY
Fri, Feb. 24th, 2006, 09:18 pm
us
so i decided to start writing in this thing again but most of it will be private, because i just need to get my feelings out of my head and on internet paper. on wednesday morning, i was all dressed and jeri was getting dressed, so i decided to pick up her phone and play some games. she asked me "what are you doing" and i politely answered, "playing games" but i was actually checking her text messages because she was talking to a guy from mississippi the night before and i was just curious what they talked about. well, i saw one text message before she caught me that said, "ttyl luv ya" and that hurt so bad inside. so when she said something about me using her phone, i put it back on the desk and she then said, "don't you have to go to work?" like she wanted me out. normally she doesn't want me to leave. so i called her later that day while she was at school and left a couple of messages asking her to call me back. she finally did and i asked her if she was mad at me and she said, "i'm just sick of you going through my txt. messages when they don't mean anything to me and you turn them around and make a big deal out of it" almost as if she knew i read that particular message, and i heard her friend say in the background, "some of them are from me to eric" who is her boyfriend whick is fine except that i knew who the message was sent to. and i felt like saying, "i wasn't talking to you, this is between me and jeri" but i didn't. so i left work early to do a lot of homework and usually she calls before i get out of work and asks if i'm coming over after and whatnot but i ended up calling her at like 7. yesterday, i took my final in finance and was out of school at 2. i went to the mall and picked up tobiah and we hung out for a little while, and when i was on my way to pick up jeri at school at prob. 4:25, just as i was turning into the shopping plaza, i lost the transmission in my car. so i had jeri get a ride from her friend bonnie, and they came and got tobiah and she decided she was going to stay at bonnie's that night in lincoln, which was fine cuz i had to go to ellsworth for lodge anyways. so i get to work this mornin and i find out that it's gonna be approx. $800 to put a used tranny in my car, which sucks but it's still cheaper than getting a whole new car. anyways, i called jeri and asked where she was and she said heading back to lincoln, which i thought they had started to school but decided the roads were too bad so they turned around...not the case. they had been to school and she decided to go back to bonnie's and stay the whole weekend, including tonight. TONIGHT IS ONE OF THE TWO NIGHTS WE GET TO SPEND TOGETHER AND SHE'S GOING TO A FRIENDS???? i wasn't too happy but wasn't in the mood to discuss the situation at work so i figured if she want's to talk to me she'll call me...i just called her at about 8:50 and left a message asking her to call me before she goes to bed, it's now 9:33 and i haven't heard from her. i guess i'll have to talk to her tomorrow. she told me that she has a life outside of just us, which she's never had before and that i should be happy for her. and believe me i am, i'm glad she has friends, but she's the one that has allways been saying all along that we don't get to spend enough time together and then she goes to a friends house, over an hour away on one of the two nights we get a week, doesn't seem to fair to me, but i'll talk to her about that tomorrow or sometime in the near future. well thats all the bitching i have for tonight, i'll be back with an update tomorrow. TODDAY
I'm so happy i could shit right now...lol well, tonight is the first night that me and jeri haven't stayed together for the past week...but have no fear...tomorrow and mon. nights we will be together again...and then school on tues...although it felt really wierd not goin to her house tonight...and also some more good news...my monitor was so fried that they decided to give me a new one, so now i have a 19" flat screen instead of a 17"...pretty sweet, i picked that up today. it's really fucked up...we've only been dating for a week today, but it seems like we have for like a month, the way we act around each other and everyone else...she makes me really happy, and i make her really happy, so thats all that either one of us can ask...and sorry to all my friends for not bein around much last week, but i will more often...and she said she'd even come around once and a while...it will be a hell of a lot easier once she gets her liscence...she's gonna get her mom's car so she can come out to rons while i get drunk and wont have to worry about takin her home if she has too...so i guess i'll shut up now...ttyl
tiny
So as you have probably all figured out...i'm not single anymore...i started hangin out w/jeri on tues. and we hung out everyday last week...we both started acting like we were dating even though it wasn't official yet so yesterday we decided to make it official...and last night i stayed at her house and she said her mom must really like me cuz all of her other bf's had to sleep in the spare bedroom, but i got to sleep with jeri...so i felt special and then i woke up to her almost sitting on me saying "good mornin" lol and i took her to work and then i went and sat in the parking lot at my work and took an hour and a half nap...lol, i would've hung out with her tonight but she had to work from 5:30-7:30 and i had to go see my grandfather after work cuz he was admited to the hospital late fri. night with some sort of infection and pnumonia...so he's not feelin very well and he was sleepin when i got there so i just talked with my mom and grammie...so i hope he does alright and pulls through with this...wish him luck...i guess i'll ttyl
tiny
Thu, Jun. 23rd, 2005, 08:53 am
Fried!!!
so my monitor fried on me last night, so i'm using an old one that we had out in the garage while mine is being sent away :-( ohh well, i guess i'll deal with it...guess i'll ttyl
tiny
( see more pics from june ceremonial )
so i joined the shrine this weekend....i had a blast...
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Fri, Apr. 8th, 2005, 01:34 pm
Wed, Mar. 30th, 2005, 07:26 pm
so if you have myspace (which you all should, cuz it's the shit) you can find me at Myspace.com well, ttyl all
TODD
Tue, Oct. 26th, 2004, 09:42 pm
sunday...
so this sunday the first...me and a bunch of my friends are gettin together to play some football, at about 4:30 or 5...at broadway park...you should come...if you have any quetions...call me @299-4407 or post it here, or email me @ brewerfbplayer77@aol.com...ttyl TODD
Mon, Sep. 27th, 2004, 09:58 pm
well then
so tonight has been kinda sad and depressing...as most of you know, josh mckay died fri. night while camping...enough said...my cousin charlie was really good friends with him and didn't realize it till tonight, when i took my friend jeff to the wake for moral support (cuz i didn't really know him that well, i talked to him like 3-4 times) and we got there and charlie came out the doors balling his eyes out...it then hit me, and it's so hard because you want to make everything better but you know all you can do is just sit there and listen...so to all of my friends and family, i love you guys so much. this is pretty much saying what kelly said, only in my own way...if i didn't have you guys there for me everyday, i don't know what i would do. if you guys love me as much as i do you, let me know...(i.e. comment) so i know that everyone is actually there for me, i'm not just kidding myself...love you guys TODD
Fri, Aug. 20th, 2004, 10:09 pm
hahahahahaha
something about me and britney??? HAHA FUCKIN RIGHT!!! well thats all for now...hope you enjoy
Thu, Aug. 19th, 2004, 11:31 pm
p.s. you have till midnight fri. night to comment or no friends list for you... Tue, Aug. 17th, 2004, 10:14 pm
well, it's pretty simple, post a comment or a pretty little poem if you want to stay on my friends list...if you don't post you wont be on it...if you do post and i don't like you, you still wont be on it...but there aren't too many people i don't like so you have till the 20 of August, 2004. l8ter.
TODD Sun, Aug. 15th, 2004, 09:48 pm
wow
okay, so again it's been realy long since i've updated but what else is new. i got a new job...changing oil at Mr. Quicks w/andy (young). he's cool shit. i'm gettin done at DOC's and it's kinda ironic that i'm gonna start changing oil when just a couple of weeks ago i forgot to put some woman's oil cap back on at work after i put a quart of oil in her car...let's just say that the car cought on fire half way to agusta. ooops my bad...lol. well nicki left for virginia on fri. :'-( it's been a fun summer hangin out with nicki and jeff and holly but i really miss everyone. especially everyone that went off to boot camp. i can't wait to see them when they get back. if ya wanna hang out sometime before the summer's end...call me (299-4407) well, ttyl everyone. TODD
Mon, Jul. 26th, 2004, 11:13 pm
holy crapola
it has been way too long since i've updated...atleast a real update, not one of those survey's or quizes, but those are fun. well, i'm up cuz my niece is watching t.v. in my room...and i'm on the computer, but i've been working a lot. a couple of weeks ago i rear-ended an EBS truck and fucked up my hood and right front fender. i took it in today to get it fixed and should be able to pick it up either tomorrow or wed. the estimate was about $650. so that should be fun...but since i'm working so much, it shouldn't take long to pay it off w/my parents. nicki and i are doing real good still. i stayed the night at her house cuz i was way to tired to drive home...and she's coming out to the house to go swimming tomorrow. :-) well to all those kids that read this, so long crazy people!!! TODD
Tue, Jul. 20th, 2004, 12:09 am
haha
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